The past couple weeks, I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster of feeling awesome and confused/doubtful at the same time. Positive and negative thoughts danced together. Tears of joy and surprise blended with tears of sadness and frustration. To help get myself back to my roots, I went back and read through some of my older posts here. I discovered this amazing, positive woman who didn’t let anything bother her. She laughed, she cried, she learned, she lived. Whatever happened to that person? Then it hit me. She’s still there. She’s just tired, kind of hiding. All I need to do is bring her back to continue living the life I aspire to have. No, wait; I’m already living the beautiful life I want to have. I have been this amazing woman all along. I just needed to wake up again.